|| ulan... ||
hehe! umulan kanina! hehe! i remembered ung vid... so naligo me sa ulan... haha... plus the song... hehe childish really! hehe! pero aus lang... hehe! i havent done that in a while ha?? haha! ang cute pala! hehe! joke!niewiez... didnt get enough sleep kagabi... badtrip... i woke about 4-5 times dahil super init! so nung naligo me sa ulan. sakit ng ulo ko! hehe! didnt play ksi eh... ayan naaadik ka na sa paglalaro hanggang madaling araw! haha! crazy... <--- this was her word...
i saw this in my notebook... tagal ko na ginawa.. hehe... habang di nakikinig sa teacher! hehe!
wala pa siya title eh...
I
nararapat pa kaya
maghintay sa wala?
dapat kayang umasa
at magpaloko pa?
ref.
ngunit kahit anung pilit
ay ayokong lumayo
II
paano na kaya?
mga pangakong binitawan?
mga pangarap
na di na magkakaroon ng katuparan
ref.
ngunit kahit anung pilit
ay ayokong lumayo
III
ang pagibig kaya'y
dapat nang pagpaliban?
handa na kayang
ika'y iwanan?
ref.
ngunit kahit anung pilit
ay ayokong lumayo
bridge
ang pagibig kong ito
ay di magbabago
ang pagibig ko sayo
hinding hindi maglalaho
(repeat 2x)
ref.
ngunit kahit anung pilit
ay kailangan nang lumayo...
comments guys?
help naman oh...
title la me maisip eh...
tnx!
post later
the promise` was set at 9:23 AM
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Thursday, April 27, 2006|| asdsshkggakghjadfsfghkjlfsaf ||
bout the title.... ala me maisip na title eh.. kaya ayan... hehe!haha! nacatch ko ung two hours na nawala! plus investment! hehe! joke! hehe! super puyatan na grabe! it was like 3 or four before i slept eh... mom kept bugging me to sleep... she woke up every hour or so... its was like this...
(me playing...)
mom: * in a groggy voice* pong anong oras na? matulog ka na.... ala una na (no it wasnt 1...hehe)
alicar: sandali lang po sisave ko lang...
(then another hour passes)
mom: kala ko ba save mo lang?
alicar: opo ito na....
it was like that for a few hours until i got sleepy na rin...
woke up at mga 11:43 i think... i saw kim! yey kim! hehe!
but i still miss "e"...
post later!
the promise` was set at 8:22 AM
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|| cool vid! ||
oi guys check nyo to! super cute na music vid! hehe! pangit ung song pero ung vid maganda!promiz!
http://sandbox.deviantart.com/?fileheight=400&filewidth=550&filename=fs9:f/2006/011/b/2/Ulan.swf
galing kay kuya wild!
the promise` was set at 7:52 AM
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006|| asar! badtrip! ||
badtrip naman! grr!! kaasar! 2hrs of work ko nawala! asar grabe!!!hre is what happened....
i was playing dragon quest 8 kanina... and as a *ehem* pro gamer... i forgot the most basic thing! have ya guessed it? kung oo congrats at kung hindi maglaro ka pa...
i forgot to save... often...
ksi when i play... i play like 3hrs without saving...without dying or game over... or stuff like that... (yeah im that good!)
back to the story...
i was playing right? then i saw the tv screen move... (ya know? pag maynagtext sau and ung cell mo malapit sa tv..)(di pa? try it!) so ayun nga db? tapos i pulled the drawer(w/c is below the tv...) di ko napansin sumabit ung cord then bigla na lamang nagblack ung screen... dammit.. nawala ung 2hrs+ ko na ginawa... asar! so i have to ulit lahat un! damn i have to hunt for those pesky lizards!!!
haha! aus lang!!
post later...
the promise` was set at 4:34 AM
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Monday, April 24, 2006|| hai!!! ||
hi guys! elow! ala lang! i just came home from NCBA! i passed! like 66 out of 100! im so great! i know! hehe! and final na sya! NCBA na ako! im gonna take up BSBA! major in computer management! saya saya! new challenges nanaman! wish me luck!side note... i saw the girl again... pero she didnt stike me as she did before... hehe... its the
"E effect..." <----- i discovered it a few months back...
looks like im happy no?
nope im not... im still missing her... everywhere i look it reminds me of her... like there was one time i was walking alone in SM and i was actually having fun, a little girl shouted "E____!" then i was like whoa! i thought it was her but hindi pala... hehe! my bad.. then i started thinking about her... so sad mode ulit... damn... post later...
the promise` was set at 5:18 AM
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Friday, April 21, 2006|| eternal depression ||
hi guys... ala lang update lang... im so tired... (no not because of her)(wow thats a first)(lol) nieweiz dahil po pumunta ako ncba kanina... i just took the test... it was so f* hard! hehe! but nothing i cant handle! hehe! im alicar after all!! hehe! there was a cute girl there... she was wearing pink... hehe! she was soooo pretty! hehehe! but after that test... lam nyo ba kung sino first naalala ko? si "e" i still love her.. (awww) kahit anu pa siguro mangyari... it is still her in my mind, and importantly my heart... but i made a mistake... a terrible mistake... wish i didnt do it... so stupid so stupid...i made a song inside my head
but i cant sing it to the world
coz i know that they'll laugh at me...
but ill still sing it for you....
(watcha think?)(maganda?)
ill post later ulit..
p.s. i made a song inside the testing area ng ncba post ko later... depressed ako masyado ngaun eh... its called thought at four...
the promise` was set at 6:15 AM
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006|| hmmm.... ||
hey la me mapost ngaun eh... so song na lang ulit... hehe! this is titled "problema"i wrote it a loooooong time ago... there was a cool story behind it nga eh... i was listening to "cuida" then i got an idea to make a song... tapos nung nasulat ko na ung first verse.. nagtext sya! tapos sabi nya may problema daw siya... wierd right? im psychic! hehe! so heres the song now... problema... oo nga pla b4 i forget salamat nga pla sa tumulong gumawa nitong song na ito... ung ibang mga fourth year batch 2005-2006! hehe! lalo na kay joy! hehe! pero salamat dun sa nagbigay sakin ng inspiration! si ano! hehe! at salamat pala ulit sa kanya ksi sya nagsend ng lyrics nito skin nung isang araw! hhee! (sarili kong kanta ala ako lyrics... tsk tsk tsk...)
Problema...
verse one
kung pwe-pwede lang sana,
aakuin ko ang yong problema,
tama na muna ang drama,
makinig na lang saking kanta...
(repeat)
cho:
para sa akin ikaw ay reyna,
ng aking kaharian ng pantasya,
na punong puno ng pagibig at saya...
kaya wag nang lumuha, (luha)
aking sinta...
verse two:
kung pwe-pwede lang sana,
tatangapin ang pahirap sau ng iba
kahit maraming problema
makita lang kitang masaya...
(repeat cho)
bridge:
kaya't wag kang lumuha,
dahil paghihirap ay aking nadama
wagiisiiping nagiisa
pagkat ako'y nadito pa..
(Repeat cho)
(except last part..)
pagkat mahal kita...
copyrights--> alicar
magpaalam ha? wag kuha lang ng kuha? thank you..
the promise` was set at 5:58 AM
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006|| kuya and the other pains in the ass... ||
hi guys... im in a pleasant mood today.. just got back home from the computer shop..... played freestyle which made me forget the other "thing" that was bothering me... ajamil slept here kahapon kaya kung anu-ano nanaman ang pinagagawa namin..."she" texted me the other day... i was so nervous kung what sbihin ko... i asked her what happened... and what are we now.. makes me sad just remembering it... asar... then parang friends na lang kmi magtext(side note: buti na lang nagtext sya, it saved me from going to her house... alone... scared... joke! ehehhe!) then nung mga 3am na ata... she said something that shook me... she said... "pwede ba kuya ang tawag ko sau?" the world crumbled for a moment there.. hehe... then i said no... then i finally gave in...*
*when a girl calls you kuya, it either means you look like his brother or wala sya interest sau and parang bro ang tingin nya sau.. that sucks*
pero she said something kanina lang... i said wish ko bumalik tau sa dati... then she said " i dont know YET..." so kahit maliit na maliit na maliit na chance meron pa! yey! sana! i wish...
im in a mental blank na... i mean writers block pala... hehe!
ill post more later....
the promise` was set at 12:53 AM
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Sunday, April 16, 2006|| hai... ||
hay naku i spoke with sarah kahapon... we talked about "her" and what should i do...she's right... i gotta talk to her... even tho its the end... para may closure db? para walang "what if?" sa life ko... dammit... but the thought of her saying its the end... it kills me ya know?? i cant live without her... hehe i know i can... but life wont be worth living without her... maybe one day ill go talk to her... hmm.. im going crazy... i love her...
il post more later.. (sad...)
the promise` was set at 3:34 AM
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Thursday, April 13, 2006|| hm.. ||
shey guys and girls... la lang... got nothing to post so magpakita na lang ako ng artwork... a signature really... so here it goes!%20copy.jpg){kind=small}
click nyo na lang...
what do you think guys?
the promise` was set at 7:30 AM
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Sunday, April 09, 2006|| dahil d ako nakapagpost kahapon... ||
here is a lil' treat para sa mga nagbabasa nitong blog ko! hehe! um ilang sila mga 3 ata i think 4 including me.. here is a earlier composition ko for her...A prayer
every night i pray
here in my dark room
secretly hoping that you will love me too
even for just a brief second
every day i write
that someday you might
smile at me
look at me
(chorus)
a prayer
is all i need
to get past this day
of misery
i also need you
to make my days bright again
instead of the normal grey.
i havent told you what i feel
coz i dont want to be rejected
it ok just to look at you from afar
than just be you friend.
(chorus)
a prayer
is all i need
to get past this day
of misery
i also need you
to make my days bright again
instead of the normal grey.
my friends told me to go
and tell you what i feel
but i dont want to
coz you love someone else.
(chorus)
a prayer
is all i need
to get past this day
of misery
i also need you
to make my days bright again
instead of the normal grey.
it been 10 yrs. now
im still here
hopelessly waiting
but you never came...
hehe! copyright yan ha? ask me if you want to borrow it ok?? tnx!!
the promise` was set at 6:06 AM
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Saturday, April 08, 2006|| hmmm.... ||
hmm.... we went swimming the other day! so ung wish ko half lang ang natupad(wanna go to the beach..) well masaya naman sya na malungkot na weird... ang gulo no?? alicar explain mo nga... *alicar to himself* sige na nga.. (im getting weirder and wierder every passing moment)... so aun nauna na kmi sa teacher namin na pumunta sa place kaya mga 2 hrs kmi na walang supervision! yey! haha! pero wala namang gumawa ng di mabuti! hehe! it started ng mga 9 then it ended like 8pm na... obvious na nagchange ung color ko! hehe!sad part... kaasar wala sya noon... this was the day na sana ung kakausapin ko na sya about "us" we've been avoiding each other na eh... i dont know why... its been like 3 or 4 months na nung last naming paguusap.. and it happened a month after our first date..(bummer no??) sometimes i wanna give up... i have a thousand reasons to give up... none of them are good ones..(wa! vince life!) hehe! i dont know maybe ako ung may fault non... ako ksi ung unang lumayo eh... ksi after that "incident" i was devastated na eh... pero bat ganon? ako un nagsisisi? hmm... thoughts... hmm... remembering it got me depressed... makes me think... i'll post more na lang next time.. i gotta think for now...
p.s. wait nyo lang ung new song na ginagawa ko... its called "forgiveness"... hmm... sad...
the promise` was set at 8:29 PM
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Thursday, April 06, 2006|| first post!! yey!! haha! yey!! ||
yey! first post! hm... wla lang... got to get my mind of some things kaya ito gumawa na lang ng blog... and anghaba ng summer kaya kailangan ko magbusy... im not sure din kung maymagbabasa nito kaya ayan... um dahil this is a first post, ill talk about me...actually im a guy... and wla ako masyado kilala na nagblog na guy kaya i feel alone... very alone... hehe! joke! hmm... i got hooked on reading blogs so i decided to make one... mostly puro love siguro post ko d2... maybe puro heartaches?? hmmm im in a band like the millions and millions of young hopefuls to make it big! hehe! um i play the guitar(who doesn't this days?/) the bass and a little piano... and percs pa pala! im a aspiring writer, (poems, stories, songs and whatnot) maybe in a couple of days ill post my works here.. hehe! anu pa ba?? la na ata... hahaha! hmm... wala ako maisip kaya post na lang ako later... hmm...
the promise` was set at 7:23 AM
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